Some days …
3 years ago
I wish I could be left alone, I’m so sick of shit that’s been going on as of late. Can’t seem to have the time for myself up until evening. Work is a crock I’m tired of playing hooky and covering for these kids that supposedly need money but don’t wanna work.
On top of what feels like constant stress my family seems to rely on me now more than ever with their day to day problems. Let them know
That for sure this afternoon, but it shouldn’t have to come Across that way I’m just stuck whether looking left or right there ain’t a way out, not yet.
Here’s to hoping I can do what I’ve promised to some folks and hopefully my health can stay good, come Wednesday I’ve this stent yanked out I’m sure I’m gonna enjoy that all since it’s nearly the only time someone is touching me ((bad joke)
In any sense I’m tired of it all still I just want my space back my time, for me I don’t want this kind of living anymore at all
On top of what feels like constant stress my family seems to rely on me now more than ever with their day to day problems. Let them know
That for sure this afternoon, but it shouldn’t have to come Across that way I’m just stuck whether looking left or right there ain’t a way out, not yet.
Here’s to hoping I can do what I’ve promised to some folks and hopefully my health can stay good, come Wednesday I’ve this stent yanked out I’m sure I’m gonna enjoy that all since it’s nearly the only time someone is touching me ((bad joke)
In any sense I’m tired of it all still I just want my space back my time, for me I don’t want this kind of living anymore at all

CDBlueEffect
~c-dre
I hope everything get better with you.

Durock
~durock
OP
Time will only telll, I’m at a point where if anything gets worse I’m just gonna go with it sad thing but I cannot afford treatment if it was what I was worried about and is obvious cancer. Just scary feeling when you don’t know how to deal with news like that I’m praying against it. This wensday has me worried and I’ll be taking myself there it’s sad and scary trip and the ride home will be about as fun As sitting in cactus 🌵

CDBlueEffect
~c-dre
Which sitting on the cactus is not fun indeed which I know it’s just an expression. Long as you hang in there. Same with myself since I’m been working on myself lately.