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Try listening to this . it might help you sleep. It does me lol.

https://youtu.be/SCWtZihkAE8

Thank you for the suggestion. I'll definitely give it a go

Try any of this guy's videos - I can't keep my eyes open

https://youtu.be/DSE00japwTA

Thank you for the suggestion. While I admit the topics this guy covers could actually be interesting from a narrative standpoint, I agree that his speech is a very dry.

Oh, they're fascinating topics and I like his delivery fine well. I just find the videos soporific in the extreme. :)

Maybe you have too much model workload? Fewer commissions would mean less stress and likely better products.

Or drugs.

Ya. admittedly this is the first time I've taken on 8 simultaneously. From the beginning I knew it was going to be too much. But I really wanted to know where my limits were so that I knew where I needed to push myself. Guess I'm just not as strong willed as I hoped as I was.

And yes, doc gave me some sedatives. They seem to be helping a little.