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4 years ago
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Hi everyone!
I wanted to give an update as well as follow up on my previous journal with some good news and some very minor bad news. The good news is my first commission is currently on the way. I'm starting off with a simple idea but am really looking forward to it. I won't say too much about what it is and leave it as a surprise. It will be SFW though, nothing too spicy yet. Might get something more BDSM-ey later on afterwards. Of course I don't want to get carried away with commissioning. As a college student, I'm definitely not made of money.
The minor bad news is that tech platforms aren't taking too kindly to my newfound furry identity. I can't make a telegram account for my sona (at least not yet) as I'm already using my number for contacting my family and friends in real life™. Discord also demanded my number, then locked me out for a fortnight because I did it wrong. Full twitter rant here. 2nd phone number services haven't worked for me either and now I'm considering buying a 2nd physical sim just for my sona, lmao. Many people already do this to separate work and personal life so I think it might actually be reasonable.
The reason I'm doing all this compartmentalising is like I described in my previous journal. I don't want my human and furry self publicly linked because I'm afraid of what might happen if people I know find out, and I often catastrophise about it. I get that many people who are open about their furry lives say that nobody cares, but in my case, I'm certain that eventually, someone will, and I'm too emotionally fragile for that kind of drama, as petty as it may be.
That being said, thanks to those who've talked with me and helped me with my confidence, and thanks to these platforms for actually accepting me: Furaffinity, VRChat, and of all places, Twitter Dot Com. Although twitter did do a discord when I registered my AD, but soon backed off.
Speaking of my AD. It's @AfterParadark. I'm starting to feel lonely on there so follows from anyone interested are greatly appreciated. I don't have much posted so far, but I'm thinking of sharing small kinky ideas I have.
Update: Just got a email from discord welcoming me to my new locked account. Insult to injury I guess.
I wanted to give an update as well as follow up on my previous journal with some good news and some very minor bad news. The good news is my first commission is currently on the way. I'm starting off with a simple idea but am really looking forward to it. I won't say too much about what it is and leave it as a surprise. It will be SFW though, nothing too spicy yet. Might get something more BDSM-ey later on afterwards. Of course I don't want to get carried away with commissioning. As a college student, I'm definitely not made of money.
The minor bad news is that tech platforms aren't taking too kindly to my newfound furry identity. I can't make a telegram account for my sona (at least not yet) as I'm already using my number for contacting my family and friends in real life™. Discord also demanded my number, then locked me out for a fortnight because I did it wrong. Full twitter rant here. 2nd phone number services haven't worked for me either and now I'm considering buying a 2nd physical sim just for my sona, lmao. Many people already do this to separate work and personal life so I think it might actually be reasonable.
The reason I'm doing all this compartmentalising is like I described in my previous journal. I don't want my human and furry self publicly linked because I'm afraid of what might happen if people I know find out, and I often catastrophise about it. I get that many people who are open about their furry lives say that nobody cares, but in my case, I'm certain that eventually, someone will, and I'm too emotionally fragile for that kind of drama, as petty as it may be.
That being said, thanks to those who've talked with me and helped me with my confidence, and thanks to these platforms for actually accepting me: Furaffinity, VRChat, and of all places, Twitter Dot Com. Although twitter did do a discord when I registered my AD, but soon backed off.
Speaking of my AD. It's @AfterParadark. I'm starting to feel lonely on there so follows from anyone interested are greatly appreciated. I don't have much posted so far, but I'm thinking of sharing small kinky ideas I have.
Update: Just got a email from discord welcoming me to my new locked account. Insult to injury I guess.
