After a long wait due to centers shutting down due to covid and the waiting list being so high I can finally say that in just 2 days I'm finally getting my first review from a doctor for the potential of ADHD, and then 2 days after that I have another appointment at another centre which may be able to diagnose whether or not I have it.

I struggle in a variety of areas, mainly with my focus or even the ability to draw my focus onto something in the first place! And I've had this issue since I was a little kid to the point I even dropped out of collage at 18 because I just simply couldn't force myself to do the coursework even when I was sat down with it with the intent on doing it.

This issue has followed me all the up into adulthood and I regularly struggle with it, such as sitting down with the intent on doing commissions but there's just a wall there which has me unable to perform the task which I'll take a break from for weeks until I'm able to really force myself which creates a lot of stress on myself!

If I'm diagnosed then it may offer some answers, as well as it'll give me a clearer idea of how to deal with it moving forward which may or may not include the use of medication and/or therapy.

It'll also be good for me to know whether I need to be medicating for depression, ADHD or both since I suffer a lot with depression which seems to be persistent.
It could possibly be I'm treating the wrong thing or treating it the wrong way.


Hopefully ill get some answers, whether I'm diagnosed with or without it at least ill know, and ill have a better idea where to go from there.