Making this journal due to me removing some pictures from my account as well as changes to lots of things including my personal fursona in general as well as the reasoning of why I only released two chapters of a story and just stopped after chapter one.

Let me start with some history involving an individual. Around 2011, I met and dated a guy I met in the Secondlife military community. The guy was  snjester. We dated for two years and due to the long-distance relationship being iffy as well as not being comfortable with the stuff his SL family was into in which the stuff being ABDL, role-playing children, incest, and zoophilia, I decided to break off from the relationship much to my stress.

Around 2018 - 2019 I decided to be friends with him and chill in his discord because I did still had no negative ill will towards him.

Fast forward to winter 2020 where this event happens: https://poptopic.com.au/entertainme.....distribution/.

2021 after I released the prologue and first chapter of S.A.T.H.I.R. I have a friend I have not talked to in a while locally tell me about the said event that happened in 2020. After looking into everything and looking at the discord I was in found out that the people in there were in on the whole kiddie porn op and all bailed not even telling me anything happened and instead hoped they could throw me under a bus or was still oblivious. After looking into it I had to do a lot of research into grooming and signs. I would say I was lightly groomed but due to the fact that I was always doing something else like playing GW2 at the time and spent less time with the guy, I will say I was lightly groomed to the point where I did keep coming back to him at points after the breakup and was oblivious to anything else that was going on. I will also thank the fact that I really do not care for sex or yiffing much at all. The micro theme for me is one thing but I am more into the acts of being shrunk or more so others being shrunk and wandering around at a smaller size than someone being tiny hopping on naughty bits and trying to pleasure them.

Looking into the whole load of acts this individual committed including grooming forced me into a depression that kept me from wanting to do anything as well as put me into a major discomfort with my Labrador fursona that I have been for a while. This fursona was made while I was dating Jester so lots of reasons for the discomfort. It felt that the character wasn't me anymore but the problem is he was already planned into the story. So had to debate on even keeping on using the character or not. I have decided to keep the character but I am gonna remove everything related to  snjester as well as go with a name change with updates to story of other cast of characters with him mentioned. As far as the female version of the character, she will be rewritten as the sister to the male counterpart and her art will be removed and reloaded with a new story when I get to it along with one piece I am gonna keep removed due to the AR theme that was placed since when that was made I was being manipulated into adding that unneeded part by Jester at the time.

I will also say I am highly against MAPs, Pedos, ABDL (Diaper), cub, age regression, loli, zoophilia, and other sick acts involving under age stuff and animals. I was neutral about diapers and age regression (you do you but keep that shit away from me kinda deal) but after these events and seeing how these people truly are through this relationship, I am fully against these acts and people into this should get help as soon as possible.

So the question would be when will I continue the S.A.T.H.I.R. story? When will our Libbit be shrunk and have to get to Alexsis for help? I have gotten a couple of new characters which both will be introduced into the story in the coming chapter, but I will need to focus on getting a new job for now since I am jobless due to quitting Wal-Mart during the holiday season. But when I get that situated before the second chapter the new characters will be revealed before I work on the chapter. I have been working this chapter out for the whole year but couldn't bring myself to put it on paper yet.

As far as my fursona is concerned I am probably gonna get to work on SL on a male Opossum character sadly too broke for art so will have to settle for SL ref.

Edit #1: Due to writing this in the middle of the night on my cell phone at 5 in the morning, ran the journal through Grammarly for corrections as well as some minor changes and some additions like the grooming situation and an explanation of my micro fetish.