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4 years ago
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Hey folks long overdue update time! This one is a bit long!
First of all I hope you are all doing well and I wanted to apologizes for the long absence and quietness. To put things simply I kinda needed to step
away from the internet as a whole for a good while. The world has kinda been (still is) a shitshow to the point that the stress was overwhelming.
Lots of mental exhaustion followed which left me mostly falling hard into a anti-social like mess. Having simple convo's with people became increasingly difficult and I wanted to say sorry for
falling off like that.
Just to be clear this is no ones fault in particular I overall ended up back into my old bubble of social anxiety. There's been SOOO much I wanted to discuss and play with people but every
time in trying to do so I constantly felt pelted with anxiety to the point it froze me in my tracks. So for those I used to talk to a ton and haven't contacted in a while I cannot stress this enough
IT WAS NOT BECAUSE OF YOU! Before I knew it a year/two have passed and I've felt horrible when seeing convo's last spoken at a year or so.
As of now I've been slowly getting better and regaining some of that confidence again. I might not be able to get to everyone but if we have chatted and fallen off I still
feel that connection we had even with life being as muddled as it is, so I hope to chat with you all again. If you still wish to chat don't hesitate to contact me either which goes a long way especially with this anxiety still pegging me. I might not always have much to say but I do appreciate the effort of reaching out! Especially since everyone has different times they are awake/active so its a bit tricky without spiking that anxiety of feeling like your being ignored.
As for the plan for this year art and online wise I have been drawing here and there when time and motivation allows. If you have noticed there has been quite a
few new faces springing up in the gallery. I'm planning to flesh these characters out more thru commissions and personal works in time so look forward to that. You will probably see more commissioned work however since I enjoy commissioning others and giving back in that sense. That and it helps with my creativity since that has rusted quite a bit overtime which is why I haven't posted much personal stuff in a while.
I still have plenty of commissions I have yet to post! Some of these contain subject material that wouldn't mesh well with this account. That and overall nervousness as well to the point
that I plan to make an alt account for this content. Gonna give a fair warning now that this alt content will mainly pertain things like domination, entrapment, and
Gassing type kink antics. Been holding on to these for too long now and that wouldn't be right to the artist that worked on them. That's why moving forward I plan to upload those works to a side account to keep things separate since this one has a lot of history to it. So I just wanted to give a heads up in that regards when things start popping up!
On to social sites like Twitter, I will still be on there but to a degree. This is were most of the mental exhaustion came from especially with the constant negativity overall. Don't get me wrong you have a right to express your disappointment in something it was just the fact that it was constantly happening everyday. That outlook is not healthy no matter what to me and I had to distance myself from it. However, I still keep in touch with how things go on in the world but its rough getting reminded of it constantly by the hour it feels like and I'm just done dealing with that. Moving forward I will poke in from time to time to check in but overall don't expect much activity on it from me personally. At most activity wise you might see me commission an artist I follow since I want to support them even if they use twitter full time.
And last but not least this fox is getting more scruffier as he attains the age of 35 today. Feels like I'm much older but I'm sure that's common! Last couple of years have been rough but I do have hope that things will improve and get better. All you can really do in the end is press on and keep moving forward!
A bit lengthy as I said but thank you all very much for reading. I really appreciate the kind comments, watches and favs that people have left and I surely hope to talk to you all more soon!
First of all I hope you are all doing well and I wanted to apologizes for the long absence and quietness. To put things simply I kinda needed to step
away from the internet as a whole for a good while. The world has kinda been (still is) a shitshow to the point that the stress was overwhelming.
Lots of mental exhaustion followed which left me mostly falling hard into a anti-social like mess. Having simple convo's with people became increasingly difficult and I wanted to say sorry for
falling off like that.
Just to be clear this is no ones fault in particular I overall ended up back into my old bubble of social anxiety. There's been SOOO much I wanted to discuss and play with people but every
time in trying to do so I constantly felt pelted with anxiety to the point it froze me in my tracks. So for those I used to talk to a ton and haven't contacted in a while I cannot stress this enough
IT WAS NOT BECAUSE OF YOU! Before I knew it a year/two have passed and I've felt horrible when seeing convo's last spoken at a year or so.
As of now I've been slowly getting better and regaining some of that confidence again. I might not be able to get to everyone but if we have chatted and fallen off I still
feel that connection we had even with life being as muddled as it is, so I hope to chat with you all again. If you still wish to chat don't hesitate to contact me either which goes a long way especially with this anxiety still pegging me. I might not always have much to say but I do appreciate the effort of reaching out! Especially since everyone has different times they are awake/active so its a bit tricky without spiking that anxiety of feeling like your being ignored.
As for the plan for this year art and online wise I have been drawing here and there when time and motivation allows. If you have noticed there has been quite a
few new faces springing up in the gallery. I'm planning to flesh these characters out more thru commissions and personal works in time so look forward to that. You will probably see more commissioned work however since I enjoy commissioning others and giving back in that sense. That and it helps with my creativity since that has rusted quite a bit overtime which is why I haven't posted much personal stuff in a while.
I still have plenty of commissions I have yet to post! Some of these contain subject material that wouldn't mesh well with this account. That and overall nervousness as well to the point
that I plan to make an alt account for this content. Gonna give a fair warning now that this alt content will mainly pertain things like domination, entrapment, and
Gassing type kink antics. Been holding on to these for too long now and that wouldn't be right to the artist that worked on them. That's why moving forward I plan to upload those works to a side account to keep things separate since this one has a lot of history to it. So I just wanted to give a heads up in that regards when things start popping up!
On to social sites like Twitter, I will still be on there but to a degree. This is were most of the mental exhaustion came from especially with the constant negativity overall. Don't get me wrong you have a right to express your disappointment in something it was just the fact that it was constantly happening everyday. That outlook is not healthy no matter what to me and I had to distance myself from it. However, I still keep in touch with how things go on in the world but its rough getting reminded of it constantly by the hour it feels like and I'm just done dealing with that. Moving forward I will poke in from time to time to check in but overall don't expect much activity on it from me personally. At most activity wise you might see me commission an artist I follow since I want to support them even if they use twitter full time.
And last but not least this fox is getting more scruffier as he attains the age of 35 today. Feels like I'm much older but I'm sure that's common! Last couple of years have been rough but I do have hope that things will improve and get better. All you can really do in the end is press on and keep moving forward!
A bit lengthy as I said but thank you all very much for reading. I really appreciate the kind comments, watches and favs that people have left and I surely hope to talk to you all more soon!
Also, happy heccin birthday big guy! :D