Long story short

I realized that I haven't been honest to myself as well as rushing things just because of "thoughts".
I really thought that looking for my very first full-time job away from this was going to help me out but after 3 days of stress, anxiousness and depression because of that job in particular. It wasn't being fair to me as well as putting a lot of work on someone who is working minimum wage and what's worse, there are no raises, no work conditions, or something to make it easier on me so, I had to leave.

But now, I want to come back to this and try my luck again with commission work and maybe, something part-time.

and now!, I'll start drawing again!

PS: I have to be honest, I am feeling very happy but also bummed on and somewhat scared from all this so I am going to try to look forward.