Future art plan, and some personal status update
3 years ago
Dear all,
hey, I am still alive. it've been 2 years I couldn't focus on drawing or do any art creation, that's why I disappeared for so long.
I think most of you have already forgotten me ;w; huh?
Me and my ex-husband finally divorced, finished all negotiation, legal progress and such.
In that process, he hurt me so much. I did not feel safe for a lot of time. There was a period he stole my private messages, contact, and spy on me a lot. I panicked even I got a simple message from him and I needed to consult a psychologist in the last 2 years.
That's why I hid from the world. I always miss furry fandom but I just can't stay active nor talk online. I do not feel safe since I thought he always spy on me.
Luckily I have my dog and cat at home, I have my parents and friends, and a stable job irl. They are gifts of my life.
And after I get a lot of support, I can enjoy drawing characters again. I am really grateful for that. I really really can't live without furry/feral fandom because this is a place I really feel I can be myself. I am grateful to have all of you here C:
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I need to make myself happy and do something fun. Drawing pictures for others is always fun for me. So, I plan to back to my past artist life - which means I will take commissions and reply notes.
- I will use a new fursona aka representative character for myself, which means a new life for me.
- I will announce and finish at least 1 YCH per week
- I will take commissions and reply notes - some simple ones
- I draw a lot of oil painting art pieces irl
hey, I am still alive. it've been 2 years I couldn't focus on drawing or do any art creation, that's why I disappeared for so long.
I think most of you have already forgotten me ;w; huh?
Me and my ex-husband finally divorced, finished all negotiation, legal progress and such.
In that process, he hurt me so much. I did not feel safe for a lot of time. There was a period he stole my private messages, contact, and spy on me a lot. I panicked even I got a simple message from him and I needed to consult a psychologist in the last 2 years.
That's why I hid from the world. I always miss furry fandom but I just can't stay active nor talk online. I do not feel safe since I thought he always spy on me.
Luckily I have my dog and cat at home, I have my parents and friends, and a stable job irl. They are gifts of my life.
And after I get a lot of support, I can enjoy drawing characters again. I am really grateful for that. I really really can't live without furry/feral fandom because this is a place I really feel I can be myself. I am grateful to have all of you here C:
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I need to make myself happy and do something fun. Drawing pictures for others is always fun for me. So, I plan to back to my past artist life - which means I will take commissions and reply notes.
- I will use a new fursona aka representative character for myself, which means a new life for me.
- I will announce and finish at least 1 YCH per week
- I will take commissions and reply notes - some simple ones
- I draw a lot of oil painting art pieces irl
Yes I am safe finally, and I will do my best to ensure things are going to the right direction!
\Bad experience makes people get stronger.
I look forward to see what happens next. ^u^
when your ready for comms ill hop in line!
I am ready for commission C:
Really glad to see you're back and well. That's a really sad and tough road you had to travel though and I'm sorry that you had to endure all of that, for that's not a road no one should have to travel. I do hope you feel well comfortable and safe within the furry fandom as well with your fan base. Those of us who adored your work are happy we get to see you make lovely adorable art again.
I am thankful for the furry fandom and furs here are always by my side <3