I know that feeling all too well... I really hope things get better for you..
I'm not doing too well myself, but I'm hanging in there.

Don't. This is not what God wants for us. Life is a gift the Lord gave to us, and we must appreciate it, no matter what difficulty comes in our way. The evil one will try to put tests like these in our lives, in other to disencourage us and separate us from God. But we all must remember that God is always by our side, ready to help us overcome them, and He will never abandon nor forsake us. God loves you, and He wants the best for you. Trust Him with all your Heart, and He will never leave you alone.

I don't believe in god

owned

Im sure your work would understand. Boyfriend issue I know its hard but you will find someone better, I promise. Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary ills. This is a perfect storm of bullshit, Im living through one as well. But I assure you these arent reasons to die. Please keep living hun.

The best medicine in my opinion is exercising. Everyday when I wake up I go for a 30min run. It has helped me a lot, I feel so refreshed and dark thoughts don't creep up like they used to. I now do push up as well through out the day every 1 hour. Of course some times dark thoughts creep up when drawing and the picture looks awful, but it's now more manageable than it used to be. I do breathing exercises too once a day where i just sit and take deep breaths and exhale .

Sounds to me you've had a rough run. I'm sorry to hear that. If you need someone to listen to I'd he happy to hear ya out. I offer it because sometimes venting can be helpful to take the edge off. Wishing ya the best. :3

In times like these Danny taking a coffee break from life and take a step back to be by yourself but not far away from your friends

Then when you're calm enough, when you are ready.... then you can tackle life's challenges again

This psychological technique has helped me in the past and I hope it helps you in your current struggle, some of the commenters here have made good points. Zeric especially, he sums it up well

Also... I know we aren't close friends Danny but if you need an ear or someone to talk to hit me up on Discord

Stay safe Danny