There is one date I will never be able to forget... March 7, 2021 at 2:37 AM

Why:

The person that I cared about the most in the world abandoned me and blocked me. I still have to live with this and suffer to this day. Let's just call this person "Gauge". He used to be my boyfriend but I wish he was just a friend again.

What:
I'm not perfect and have some personal problems which causes me to act out sometimes. One night I was having some trauma and felt suicidal and had a breakdown, which resulted in me being abandoned and blocked and his now so called girlfriend brainwashing him into doing it. One lf the reasons he gave is that I never communicated, which is hypocritical and he never let me communicate with him to tell my side of the story after that. Also he claimed I "manipulated" him since I felt suicidal, which is BS because for one, why would I do that out of the blue for no reason to someone I care about. And secondly, I was telling the truth and genuinely felt that way.

Affects:
I tried sending him a note on FurAffinity a couple months ago in order to finally get past this, but he claimed I was "playing victim", despite being brutually honest and trying to defend my side of the story. Kind of ironic because he played victim and tried making it sound like I stole his FA when I didn't. He used to let me borrow it with permission, and he could of just told me he didn't want to do it anymore. Also he claimed to be hurt more, despite him doing the most damage. This has been a traumatizing experience and being told to "MoVe On" never helps. I'm not that type of person. I just want my friend back...