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3 years ago
MOVED ACCOUNTS! 
sorensystem 
sorensystemI don't think I've shared it much here before, but I figured this would be as accepting a place as one could find to talk about it, haha.
Especially today, I feel trapped in my human body. I feel like there's so much more to my being. I long for cool forests, soil and grass, and navigating over mountains and through trees. I go through most of my day sensing my horns. Especially lying in bed, I can feel hooves or paws, four non-plantigrade legs, and even a tail. Being in a human form feels wrong, and living in human society can be especially exhausting.
Fursuiting provides some relief, because even being in an anthropomorphic animal form is better than nothing, and I can feel fur, a tail, ears and a muzzle. But it sometimes it still feels overwhelmingly fake.
It's extremely confusing because I can't even decide on a specific species. I'm drawn to things like nyala and antelope visually, but my affinity for cold, snow and mountains suggests something more like a goat and a reindeer. I even resonate with non-ungulate animals like wolves sometimes. Just... I want an animal form of some kind. Anything with four legs, fur and a tail would be better than this.
Art is a major relief for this sort of tension for me, so I'm hoping that spending more time on art in the near future will help relieve this a bit.
Especially today, I feel trapped in my human body. I feel like there's so much more to my being. I long for cool forests, soil and grass, and navigating over mountains and through trees. I go through most of my day sensing my horns. Especially lying in bed, I can feel hooves or paws, four non-plantigrade legs, and even a tail. Being in a human form feels wrong, and living in human society can be especially exhausting.
Fursuiting provides some relief, because even being in an anthropomorphic animal form is better than nothing, and I can feel fur, a tail, ears and a muzzle. But it sometimes it still feels overwhelmingly fake.
It's extremely confusing because I can't even decide on a specific species. I'm drawn to things like nyala and antelope visually, but my affinity for cold, snow and mountains suggests something more like a goat and a reindeer. I even resonate with non-ungulate animals like wolves sometimes. Just... I want an animal form of some kind. Anything with four legs, fur and a tail would be better than this.
Art is a major relief for this sort of tension for me, so I'm hoping that spending more time on art in the near future will help relieve this a bit.
Anbessa
~anbessa
tja... wenn es eine möglichkeit gäbe, die form zu wechseln... ich stell mir manchmal vor, an einer löwenschnauze entlang die welt zu betrachten. ist natürlich nicht das gleiche.
