I'm sorry you had to go through that :( nobody should be put in that position. I hope things improve for you soon, keep your chin up. *hugs*

sorry about whatever it is thats going wrong, i wish i could help, i hate seeing people become depressed, i've gone through it too many times myself. I don't know whats going on with ya, but I hope everything turns out alright, and never lose your will to live, I've lost what i thought was my only purpose in life before, but when i was the most depressed and felt alone and like i had no reason to live anymore, my friends were there for me, and so was my family, or my mom at least... so i lived for them, because they needed me and as much as i occasionally hate to admit it, i needed them too, and i still do, so whatever is going wrong in your life right now i'm sure you have a lot of people who are there and care about you, don't lose your will to live, cus dying sure isn't worth it.

Currently, I can't find much to look forward to. The only things/people I am looking up to are my guardian angel (Kur) and my family. I can't find much else to live for, really. I keep having dreams about people, and it's just taking away my want to live for them. -sigh- Thank you so very much for your comment. I am so glad I read it and decided that I am too addicted to art sites to just up and leave until I mull things over.
Shinta's Catholic. If I died, I would want to go to Heaven. But I am not ready for that. I need to go to pennance first...

uh... really familiar feeling somehow... I got depressed for two years after my eleventh birthday...there happened lots of things around, that made me go really sad...once I even thought that it would be best to leave all behind and... but anyway I know that feeling, and I say, that it could be handeled, if you just keep strong, and don't lose your will to live, as laureli said. Keep strong, and I hope you can go over it. Depression takes all happines from life, so it feels like you can't go on with your life anymore. But you have to be strong. Thats only thing that I can tell. I really hope, and wish, that you can get over it.