Many times and specially after this weekend, i noticed that i really had tried to push my friends away from me cause of my trust issues and i see that i’m kinda a problem in it! All i want to now is just a new fresh start, trying not to push others away and give friendships a chance! In the end, i will only end up more lonely and sad if keep pushing! Its not gonna be easy, but i really want to change myself and not try to keep to myself all the time, but this is only a small step for now and hopefully a bigger step later down the road ^w^