One step away from artblock
3 years ago
You know, I've never felt artblock as close as I do now.
It's not that I don't want to draw, no. It's just that the orders I took back in late summer and early autumn aren't finished. It's like a snowball effect. I feel a responsibility and a great desire to put painting on the back burner. This has never happened to me before this time. I'm really tired.
I want to get out of debt quickly and paint for myself. I feel a really huge pressure. I'm going to pay some clients back, because I know I can't cope.
In the future, I have decided for myself to take more YCHs and also to do less commissions.
This is a time of self-hatred for not being able to calculate my time and energy. I have to be more careful in the future
It's not that I don't want to draw, no. It's just that the orders I took back in late summer and early autumn aren't finished. It's like a snowball effect. I feel a responsibility and a great desire to put painting on the back burner. This has never happened to me before this time. I'm really tired.
I want to get out of debt quickly and paint for myself. I feel a really huge pressure. I'm going to pay some clients back, because I know I can't cope.
In the future, I have decided for myself to take more YCHs and also to do less commissions.
This is a time of self-hatred for not being able to calculate my time and energy. I have to be more careful in the future
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Like pick a song and do art of how it makes you feel?
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Stay safe and take care of yourself!
Try to take care of yourself, Moi. <3