Hey there, been a while since I've done a journal, so I figured I'd do an update on everything. Things have been kinda stressful the last few months when it comes to money, been putting my every extra dollar towards getting my credit cards payed off, which luckily I finally am almost done with! So with that almost out of the way, I figured I would outline my goals for the coming year. Sort of to make it official and help me stick to them, I have a lot of trouble spending money on myself, but this year I'm gonna try to better myself and shoot for something I truly want.


In order.


$3000, for a big move to get out of my parents house. I love my family, but I can't stay here anymore, as long as I'm here, they will never take care of themselves, so I see it as my best option. Luckily I do know where I plan to go, and I'm gonna do everything I can to work towards it, possibly even grabbing an extra shift a week at my old job.

$300-$400, to get a tattoo on my back, the same one as on my sona's back, I've thought about this for a couple years now, and it is something I really want.

$1800, (PS4 gamer insides screams in pain.) I want to build a gaming PC, as much as I love PlayStation and the selection of games, I'm just sick of how hard it is to get a PS5 with scalpers using bots left and right. I can't afford $1200 for a PS5, so if I'm going that price range might as well make the transition. My bro has been telling me about how great they are, and after getting to try his when I got to visit him a few months ago, I 100% believe it's the right choice.

$3500, My fursuit, I've wanted one for years and honestly it's something I consider I need, not a luxury. I know to some that's probably gonna sound dumb but in my irl body while it doesn't feel wrong, it does feel like I'm missing parts. I'll close my eyes and sometimes I feel like I really have a tail, or that my legs should be digitigrade, so I consider this a necessity to feel whole.


I know it's a lot, but I think I can do it, wish me luck everyone!