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3 years ago
If you happen to follow my IG or Twitter you've already seen my post. If you're reading this, thank you for sticking with me in my absence.
Long story short: the past two years have been rough. My mental space was not very good to begin with because of things going on in my life (past, present), then coupled with physical health issues (1. My collarbone, which was never resolved... It just stopped hurting after about 6~months, but still pops in and out of place. It is most likely subluxation at the sternoclavical joint; 2. The return of my chronic endometriosis despite a full hysterectomy.)
My mental health took a massive dive with things in my life getting worse, to the point I unaliving plans twice. Obviously, I am still here. I would like to say that things are good, but I am managing. I still slip and fall and found myself spiraling just yesterday, choking back the tears while I sat at a table in the lunchroom at work. (I'm currently on accommodations because I broke my pinky, so I sit at a table for 10 hours doing nothing. Thankfully this should be my last week.)
With all that said, I'm trying to get back into things finally. I don't expect to be opening up commissions anytime soon, sadly. I have little free time now with my new job. We will see, but for now, baby steps.
Long story short: the past two years have been rough. My mental space was not very good to begin with because of things going on in my life (past, present), then coupled with physical health issues (1. My collarbone, which was never resolved... It just stopped hurting after about 6~months, but still pops in and out of place. It is most likely subluxation at the sternoclavical joint; 2. The return of my chronic endometriosis despite a full hysterectomy.)
My mental health took a massive dive with things in my life getting worse, to the point I unaliving plans twice. Obviously, I am still here. I would like to say that things are good, but I am managing. I still slip and fall and found myself spiraling just yesterday, choking back the tears while I sat at a table in the lunchroom at work. (I'm currently on accommodations because I broke my pinky, so I sit at a table for 10 hours doing nothing. Thankfully this should be my last week.)
With all that said, I'm trying to get back into things finally. I don't expect to be opening up commissions anytime soon, sadly. I have little free time now with my new job. We will see, but for now, baby steps.
