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3 years ago
So I got word out to my family members about my plans about moving into a housing program. They support the idea and even said that they'd keep me, until a slot has opened up for me.
They did apologize to me for being very rough, I mean they still are. But I'll get to that soon. They mentioned that they don't want to "get rid of me out of their life".
Apparently, they don't know what else to do to help me out. And I guess after the sudden changes happening, they figured it was too much for me to handle. They did say I can still visit them whenever I want, they said I'm allowed to call/text them, they also said I can keep contact with my step brothers... The people in the family who understood me when I was feeling down... Not to say most of my folks on Discord haven't helped. You do! I appreciate that a lot tbfh.
Truth be told I'm still missing my mother. However, I'm learning not to let my emotions get the better of me.
Not to say I'm a rock, I don't like suppressing my emotions. But, I am learning how to come to terms with my fate, and more over how to handle pressure. Which is a problem I've had due to stress. Most of it takes the form of drawing. Which is why you keep seeing me post more art of Paws.
As a comfort character as well as my main sona, yeah... His purpose is to not only be a main, but he helps me get through rough times. And this is no exception.
So that's where I'm at now. I have 2 appointments with Vita Nova this week, one for Jobs and such, and one who's a general therapist. So I got going for me. As for if I end up in a home, I have hope. As nuts as it sounds. I really do believe in some kinda manifestation that maintains the order in the universe. Things happen for a reason, and these things might be- call me nuts, but it'll be better this way. And no I'm not brainwashed into saying these things, I'm being very open and honest.
Anyways enough of me being sappy. Thank you for reading, and for most thank you for keeping me sane heh.
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Its ok to still miss your mother dont worry
But also learning how to regulate the emotions in pΓΊblic is a great madurity skill
Glad to see a bit more of you into paws
Hope you can get the jobs u want bro!