Hey guys, how shall i beguin...?

Welp...recently ive been having some emotional problems months ago since my grandpa's death, i started to have some constant stess last month, but for these days, i started to have more difficulties, one of them is try to get a job, and my laptop (my only way of entretainment) started to stop working...it was sent to a bud who knows a lot how to work with computers, he managed to fix it.

Unfortinelly i was testing these days and it started to show the same problems aa before but now i was too limited this time, ive been trying to get a job but in my country we are having a hard time too, i did a small research, i went to an expert store with gamer content and they made me an estimate about a new computer (A desktop this time, because i discovered in worst way, laptops are horrible for games or anything like streaming or try to make YouTube content), and here it costed almost 11k Brazilian Reals or 2,200 Dollars...and earn 11k here in my country is nearly impossible or very very hard (because the taxes or the price to Live is high).

Ive been thinking to sell my garbage laptop for earn some coin but im too limited and its the few ways i have to watch my university classes. Im very new with that stuffs about Paypal but ill try to see what i can do...i hope you guys could at least help me with that...i wish i could give you guys more stuffs, and even more arts or maybe someday give Live Stream content or Youtube content but sadly i cant do anything with that laptop..i hope i can get a job soon..