The friend base that i used to have on here before i disappeared for a few years , mainly for the reason of being able to bounce ideas off people an see if they think it is a good or bad as i sometimes can't decide on things and need that extra advice.

After being back for a little over a month I've noticed quite a few people have either moved on or not as active as they used to be , there are a couple that are still quite active , though being away from somewhere that used to give me a lot of confidence in my life i seem to have lost that confidence and have developed social anxiety to the point that i wont go out or join in in things because it scares me to the point i want to run and hide , i thought maybe if i came back i might be able to slowly regain some of that confidence back little by little .

thankyou for listening to my ramblings if you did read this journal it was just something i needed to get out of my head .