Hey!

Hope you don't mind, but I just need to let it out.
I mentioned in the past I don't usually like talking about my personal life, but the start of this week has been just too much for me.

First I appreciate people who greeted me on my Birthday today. I really appreciate it.
It's the little comfort I can get outta this crappy start to the week.

So didn't really spend my birthday as I'd like (again). I spend the entire day just doing chores on behalf of my mom since her court hearing just so happened to fall on my Birthday. And you'd think the one present I could get was for the courts to be on my mom's side. But NOOOOOOOOO! The judge (who previously was more sympathetic to us, considering we had all the proof & evidence to back us up on our lawsuit) decided to make a U-Turn and favor the defendant.
So I didn't really even get to relax the whole day. Didn't even blow out any candles.

Then one after the other, our favorite pets started to fall gravely ill. To the point of an emergency at 10pm.

While earlier that day on the way home, my mom encounters stupidity at the local Mcdonalds after the drive thru clerk screws up her order. She ordered leg and thigh for her fried chicken and a soda, and ends up getting the rib parts and no drinks.
Like, they had one job!
And all the while I was trying to order BBQ, but the online deliver had it listed as sold out (even though if you go to their restaurant, it readily available)

Then for some f*cked up reason both our cell phone service go completely haywire. It becomes a f*cking battle just to get a signal, which we never used to have a problem with.

Then the next day, my butterfingers decide to knock over my favorite collectables (after me trying so desperately to be careful). And as a result, ruining the item.
While on personal stuff, I've been on break from commissions working on this stupid FNaF image, and for the past 3 days I've just grown so sick of it. I've made it 50% of the way, but I'm at a point where I'm just sick and tired of trying to continue.
So quid essentially, I've wasted nearly a month on this one image when I could have been doing something more productive. I haven't earned squat this entire month, and I hate that I wasted my time when we're already tight on cash as is.

Finally the cherry on the sh*t cake, a local online seller decided to be the smartest of brains and change the color of my Denim Overalls from blue to black because they realized they were out of blue...Then decided to would be okay to send it out without telling me first.

We're just so overwhelmed by the bullsh*t right now.
Like, I'm deeply deeply angry. I prayed for a good week, but this is what we get. And even with a late b-day day out tomorrow, it's not a whole day of fun. A portion is for my mom's ear check up since her Tinnitus is killing her. And I hate there's nothing I can do to help.
Just, f*ck.
I know, compared these things are nothing compared to like the atrocities occurring in Ukraine right now, I get that. But I'm only human, and when one thing after the other just comes at you, it does get daunting.

Sorry guys, just had to let that out.
Hope you understand.

Hope you guys are having a better week thus far.

Take it easy.


~Sam