It has been a long time, things happened that killed my love for art, the fandom, everything but I am not going to point fingers because if I did that, really, I only have myself to blame.

Long story short on that topic. I hurt my best friend, now former friend. They said they wanted to talk and see if we can reconcile, but they never even read the messages in the years since I wrote them. I may not remember doing or saying the things they said I did, but I know they wouldn't lie so something about it must be true. I spent too long waiting for them to talk to me, too long destroying myself over this, it is time I TRY to move forward. So to my former friend, I meant it when I said I wish you all the best and I will always cherish the friendship I use to have. You were and still are lovely.

I have been doing art on the extremely rare occasion, not really sharing it with anyone but that is okay.

Relationship-wise, I am still married to my husband and we have a few loving partners that we see as equals in this relationship. We butt heads often but that's okay.

Hopefully this will be the start to me returning, and if not, most of you don't remember me so it won't matter two hoots in Hell.

Be good to yourself and to each other.