I've been meaning to write something for a while already. I guess the time has come. The last month has been very stressful, for the reasons that you probably already know of. You see, I am from Russia and also I'm currently living there. Lately, it's gotten a lot worse that it used to be. Even though that was actually quite difficult to imagine. (How much worse could it get?) And yet what happened has happened. Basically, what I'm trying to say by that is: "everything is f*cked here".
I really couldn't believe it when the war started. It just wasn't possible. And yet... here we are. So many lives ruined by one idiotic old man. And... all I can do is feel sorry. Sorry that I can't do anything. Sorry that I and many others like me let a dictator take over our country by our indifference and laziness, by being apolitical. Sorry that "my" country is killing hundreds and thousands of people.
Don't really know why I'm writing all of this. I suppose it's some sort of self-reflection/attempt at getting my head straight. I don't know, I really don't.

All I can do now is keep doing what I do best. And what I do best is make art. So here's what I have for you. I am hosting a raffle here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46311508/ , and this will be the last reminder before I close it and start counting the entries.

Secondly, if you can and would like to support me not only by being an active watcher, but also by ordering a commission from me. I am opening 5 slots for April. Here's the price list and TOS: https://www.furaffinity.net/commiss.....s/reallyvinci/ . So if you have an idea for an image a few spare bucks and wanna help me out in these tough times, then send me a note. I would really really appreciate your support.
Also, another way by which you can support me is by getting a membership on my Buymeacoffee page here: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/reallyvinci . Even if you buy the lowest tier, that would help a lot.

Anyways, it's getting late and I need to already finish this journal, despite how difficult it is to muster the words. Again, if you wanna order a commission or get a membership on my Buymeacoffee, I would be very thankful. Hope you're well. Cheers <3