Sorry I haven't Been Around
3 years ago
Ramblings of a smol fox
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Hey all!
Been a while, huh?
As some of you may have noticed, I've not been particularly active on here or anywhere for the past several months. I just wanted to post a quick journal regarding that, just because I don't want anybody to worry.
As I have probably mentioned before in previous journals, I have this unhealthy habit of withdrawing and isolating myself when I get depressed, always have. This can result in long periods of absence online.
I don't really have much of a support network or anyone to confide in about it, my family live super far away and I haven't got any friends to turn to, so sometimes these periods of absence can last longer than I might like.
However, I just want to let anyone that might have been worried or concerned know that I am okay. Trying to focus on finding work and my more personal writing projects at the moment. Yes, I'm depressed, but I'm physically fine and I'm managing my mental health as best as I can.
I do intend to slowly reintegrate myself back into all of this again rather than jumping headfirst back into it as I did before, I got quite overwhelmed last time which lead me to isolating myself yet again ^^; so this time, small steps, so don't expect to see me on Twitter just yet, but I'll be here and I'll brave Telegram soonish, just need to prepare to apologize profusely to everyone who has tried to contact me since I left without warning ^^;
Also, a quick but sincere thank you to everyone who has faved my old stories and watched me during my absence, I'd thank you all personally but heck, that's a lot of faves! Thank you all! o.o
Thank you all for reading.
Peace, Love and Fluffy Hugs
Jay
Been a while, huh?
As some of you may have noticed, I've not been particularly active on here or anywhere for the past several months. I just wanted to post a quick journal regarding that, just because I don't want anybody to worry.
As I have probably mentioned before in previous journals, I have this unhealthy habit of withdrawing and isolating myself when I get depressed, always have. This can result in long periods of absence online.
I don't really have much of a support network or anyone to confide in about it, my family live super far away and I haven't got any friends to turn to, so sometimes these periods of absence can last longer than I might like.
However, I just want to let anyone that might have been worried or concerned know that I am okay. Trying to focus on finding work and my more personal writing projects at the moment. Yes, I'm depressed, but I'm physically fine and I'm managing my mental health as best as I can.
I do intend to slowly reintegrate myself back into all of this again rather than jumping headfirst back into it as I did before, I got quite overwhelmed last time which lead me to isolating myself yet again ^^; so this time, small steps, so don't expect to see me on Twitter just yet, but I'll be here and I'll brave Telegram soonish, just need to prepare to apologize profusely to everyone who has tried to contact me since I left without warning ^^;
Also, a quick but sincere thank you to everyone who has faved my old stories and watched me during my absence, I'd thank you all personally but heck, that's a lot of faves! Thank you all! o.o
Thank you all for reading.
Peace, Love and Fluffy Hugs
Jay
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Will reach out on tg, too. -squeeze-
I always struggle reaching out to others when I'm like this, largely due to the worry of inconveniencing or annoying them in doing so. I have a pretty big inferiority complex in that regard so I feel like a burden to others even at the best of times, but when I'm depressed it kicks into overdrive. ^^;
I really appreciate you saying this, it put a smile on my face and that's quite the rarity these days <3 *Snugs tight*
I'll brave Telegram once I can muster up the courage to face everyone on there after vanishing on them yet again ^^; I just hope nobody is upset or angry at me. But yes, I'll give ya a poke when I do. :3 <3
I'll be alright, slowly working towards getting back to my usual silly little fairy self :3 *hugs tight*
I'm notoriously difficult to get in contact with when the depression gets too bad so I am sorry if I haven't responded to anything ^^; I will be braving Telegram again once I've calmed my head a little so I'll no doubt be in touch on there :3
I've missed ya! <3 *Snugs close*
And I getcha, I'm actually taking some time off myself (will be back around the 18th of April) due to personal problems I'm dealing with, so I totally understand. It's always good to take some time off to clear your head. :3
And aww thank you, that's very kind, I'm glad to have you back! *snuggles you tightly*