I may sound like a broken record but many people have a problem with me... people take one look at me a say ha ha look at this fat guy... his parents must hate him if they let him become a blob *sighs* (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXj_jDTuhrw 1:18) that's why I have a hard time making friends this combined with my Social Anxiety... but the solution is diet and exercise... I apologize if I sound like its a problem that I am to over concerned about when its not a big deal... but its a problem that has stuck with me since childhood... I'd still like to friends with people here and if the talk of my weight gets annoying than we can talk about something else... but please know that this will take a lot of to get over... I am a very sensitive person... even my own family hasn't helped me at all... so I hope that we can all be friends and again if this disturbs anyone I apologize for it