I never ment to be gone this long was planning to take off 6 months not years.

As many know I left after I was fighting medical bills of trying to find out what was wrong with me as I became disabled and was in college and was worried what was wrong with me as I was experiencing lots of pain and new injuries and had a hard time eating or taking heat and continued to get worse.

Well where did I go?

The sight changed policy and changed passwords and the email this was on was lost then had to contact suport to approve changed of email and send my new pw there and finally got in.

So what was wrong, what's new?

I actually had many things wrong why it took years and I'm still getting more answers to this year as my disabilities progress and why it was so hard to pinpoint what I had. So I was diginosed with EDS, GP, POTS, PTSD, HNPP, MCAD, CPTSD, TMJ, COPD, Epilepsy, Depression, Brain Damage, Chronic Bronchitis, Asthma, Trimmers, Anxiety, Panic disorder, weak immune system, Lyme, and Osteoarthritis.

I'm now in Florida USA, moved from Oklahoma USA, I still yet to find a good home for me. Life here has been a nightmare, do to my conditions I'm to get a pic line surgery, and back surgery, I had stomach surgery in 2019 and now have a gastric pacemaker/stimulater to let me eat but can't eat or drink a lot. I ware body braces now to allow my joint stability so I don't dislocated everything with gravity. My wolf hybrid got bone cancer lost one of his front legs he will be 12 years Fall 2022. So I'm spending time with him. I'm in a bad situation and going blind and loosing my hearing slowly. Made it though abuse trafficking and a fire. Lost alot moved too much, hate where I am who I live with, not dating atm, could no longer work do to my disabilities, and now am poor poor lol.

I did discover myself as a Demisexual Ace really explaines a lot and I feel more normal finally knowing I'm not the only one I came out June 2020.

My leopard gecko Lizzy born 2001 died of old age in her sleep at age 18.6 years old. Was hard but happy to see my old friend go out how she did.

I have been though way more then I can explain here but I don't think you all want to hear. Most find it stressful I get it I had to go though it and still am lol.

I miss my friends so much! Miss my old life.

I now have a husky/Australian Shepherd mix "Waya" fixed female service dog 🦮

Still have "Grimm" my male fixedmalamute/tember hybrid 🐺

Have a PB Australian Shepherd black tri female puppy AKC registered "Little Friend" 🐕

Halloween passed away at 18 years old 2021 in his sleep vet said old age and oldest cat he knew 🐈‍⬛

I'm super lonely and having a hard time.

The Ukraine and Russian War has been messing with me bad as I have a cousin and some family elders still in the war zone area and no one has heard from them since the end of the Winter Olympics 2022 so I find my self waiting for news and updates from someone.


In other updates I will open slots again for traditional art (my computers where stolen) so no digital art anytime soon sorry.

Still seeing how to use the website again so bare with me lol. Technically challenged.

Yo any of my friends in Florida or coming here
1. Come get me
2. Help
3. I need a hug

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk ❤️ 🌹