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Strange Anger and Yet Understanding
3 years ago
A weird title for a journal, I know, but it is how I felt briefly after getting home from work today.
Someone who had reached out to me and one of my characters on F-List randomly blocked me on here, FA. It had to of happened after I starting following them cause they had posted new art today and I couldn't fave it cause I was blocked.. It is even MORE weird cause we NEVER actually spoke to each other. It was an interest in my Behemoth, I responded late and never got a note back, que almost half a year later and blocked..
So that ISN'T what made me mad, I found that hilarious, but it is what kind of guided me to a strange bought of anger that drifted into "But... Why should I care?" which is I went on this account to make sure they weren't following me and saw a TON of Watchers I no longer follow and have even burnt bridges with, even a few who disabled their accounts with no way for me to just remove them as watchers and just be like "GTFO". Briefly, oddly, angered and annoyed there is no way to kick watchers you have no interest in following you to the curb, but then swiftly remembered.... Why should I care?
Do I admit a part of me is making this journal in hopes some of them see this, cause they know who they are, or SHOULD know who they are, and that they stop following me? Yes. I'm 32 going on 33, I can fucking admit when I'm being fucking petty. But the other part is also cause I haven't been active here and why not remind people who I am and maybe shed some light on who they are even following.......
Hi, I am Zach, I am a furry-sort-of and I like to, when I have time, RP but overall game and work 80% of the time. I'm also super laid back, can't bring myself to care half the time about other peoples problems when I get my own life to live and can be very petty and sometimes a bit too open with my mind. If you are looking for a fluffy, wholesome, UwU type of god damn furry then you are looking WAY in the wrong damn place, like holy hell you are way off mark. I like my art and my OC's, but thats about it. I can be positive, but most of the time I just like to vent a bit and then vanish for a year.
Wanna talk? Leave a Note. Unfortunately, be over 25 as well. This Isn't just some reason because "I don't wanna get involved with anyone younger than me and be accused of etc", it is that AND the fact you mother fuckers under 25 most of the time act like you are all fucking 10 with the maturity of a baked god damn potato and even trying to be friends with someone who is 19-21 is a challenge on my patience cause you all do some DUMB ass shit that I personally DO NOT WANT to hear cause what I would say is what you don't wanna hear and you will just end up disliking me because I tell the truth and don't sugarcoat it or give you head pats like what you are doing isn't fucking stupid. THERE FOR 25+ for friendship is heavily required now in days. Because I just don't wanna deal with you... Thats all. Thanks for reading, PEACE!
Someone who had reached out to me and one of my characters on F-List randomly blocked me on here, FA. It had to of happened after I starting following them cause they had posted new art today and I couldn't fave it cause I was blocked.. It is even MORE weird cause we NEVER actually spoke to each other. It was an interest in my Behemoth, I responded late and never got a note back, que almost half a year later and blocked..
So that ISN'T what made me mad, I found that hilarious, but it is what kind of guided me to a strange bought of anger that drifted into "But... Why should I care?" which is I went on this account to make sure they weren't following me and saw a TON of Watchers I no longer follow and have even burnt bridges with, even a few who disabled their accounts with no way for me to just remove them as watchers and just be like "GTFO". Briefly, oddly, angered and annoyed there is no way to kick watchers you have no interest in following you to the curb, but then swiftly remembered.... Why should I care?
Do I admit a part of me is making this journal in hopes some of them see this, cause they know who they are, or SHOULD know who they are, and that they stop following me? Yes. I'm 32 going on 33, I can fucking admit when I'm being fucking petty. But the other part is also cause I haven't been active here and why not remind people who I am and maybe shed some light on who they are even following.......
Hi, I am Zach, I am a furry-sort-of and I like to, when I have time, RP but overall game and work 80% of the time. I'm also super laid back, can't bring myself to care half the time about other peoples problems when I get my own life to live and can be very petty and sometimes a bit too open with my mind. If you are looking for a fluffy, wholesome, UwU type of god damn furry then you are looking WAY in the wrong damn place, like holy hell you are way off mark. I like my art and my OC's, but thats about it. I can be positive, but most of the time I just like to vent a bit and then vanish for a year.
Wanna talk? Leave a Note. Unfortunately, be over 25 as well. This Isn't just some reason because "I don't wanna get involved with anyone younger than me and be accused of etc", it is that AND the fact you mother fuckers under 25 most of the time act like you are all fucking 10 with the maturity of a baked god damn potato and even trying to be friends with someone who is 19-21 is a challenge on my patience cause you all do some DUMB ass shit that I personally DO NOT WANT to hear cause what I would say is what you don't wanna hear and you will just end up disliking me because I tell the truth and don't sugarcoat it or give you head pats like what you are doing isn't fucking stupid. THERE FOR 25+ for friendship is heavily required now in days. Because I just don't wanna deal with you... Thats all. Thanks for reading, PEACE!
