Nothing I do really matters, my burning desire for security, my over all depression, none of it really. "Don't hide it, it's not healthy" "Hide it, it'll go away" Sure, which is it?

It doesn't really matter, I can't even do something as simple as sitting on a voice chat and, confide, cry, feel like I've been heard, but no, I am alone, truly alone. No where to go.

I'm melodramatic, my pain isn't valid, none of it is. "Sigh" Sorry, right now I feel incredibly hopeless, and I am fighting this battle PURELY alone.