I'm so tired, tired of feeling scared, worried, anxious. I'm tired of feeling my traumas, worried of being alone and feeling like I do more harm than good.

Even when I'm told how loved I am or how people won't leave me, my anxiety and worry never goes away. Sometimes I wished that I could just turn off my emotions and forget, or just disappear.

I push to help people as best I can and I listen, but I never afford myself the same courtesy, I'm a broken man.

Just gotta pretend like everything is okay.