Chapter fourteen - About 2022
4 years ago
General
Omg, I'm tired of HR :(
About the #ApriLantern and other tags
Totally honest buddies, I-AM-EXTRA-LATE and kinda stressed about my performance.
I'll do my best but 11 or 12 lanterns it's too much for me atm, so I'll open for max 2 slots for headshots or busts
For the Marchvel I did everything on rush, one of the peeps that requested the slot kist disappeared but I still miss one request from a close friend And I wanted to make one for myself but now it's a bit over so I'll stay on the run for the Lantern stuff.
About the upcoming tags, I'm worried, sure I can sort something out but the main problem is my workload, out of drawing I'm searching for a job while doing one on call, food delivery guy, I didn't study for this but it's holding well my expenses so I can hang out with fuzzies and normies.
By day I'm also crafting a comic-related costume and preparing a panel for my first upcoming con Furizon; so yeah, I'm being Busy, art is a hobby for me at and so will be for time income, this is not an excuse for having a bad commitment I know. I'm earning my limits and I'll work on them so I won't let down anyone more.
About the comunity
Last year was a booming start. I got on holyday with the italian Macro comunity, I've met people in Modena, Rome, Turin and I got my New's Year Party with furs after years of comunity. This year started the same when I reached
GWP and Jason McMaddox for a short trip. I wanna keep this up since I already re-seen the Macro guys of
Macro_Micro_Italia and met
Drachetto
AverageJoey and
beartender
Being able to start my irl furry fandom is not only awesome but a payback I feel deserved for ages now. surely enough, now, only my budget's the limit X3
About myself and others
This 2021/22 is becoming also a moment where I'm reflecting on my relationships, I made a big mistake on january breaking the trust of a friend, I never ment to but, the mirror is broken, I hope my trust will be restored in time cuz it still hurts much.
I thought a lot of that, reminding another firend who's relationship went off overnight months ago; in addition recently a couple of people I knew (one more than the other) told me to step back...well to sum up, I'm very social, I avoid usless toxic drama and for many years until now I demostrated to be one of the few people able to keep up good relationships with MANY MANY furs 'round the fandom* but hell, these four mistakes are making me doubt myself socially speaking.
I don't wanna hold this much on this journal but surely I'll find time to re-open the topic later. For now, what I can tell is that I'm still learning, still trying to be the most openminded and welcoming guy but somedays it just doesn't work.
For now that's pretty much it. Devon's out.
Totally honest buddies, I-AM-EXTRA-LATE and kinda stressed about my performance.
I'll do my best but 11 or 12 lanterns it's too much for me atm, so I'll open for max 2 slots for headshots or busts
For the Marchvel I did everything on rush, one of the peeps that requested the slot kist disappeared but I still miss one request from a close friend And I wanted to make one for myself but now it's a bit over so I'll stay on the run for the Lantern stuff.
About the upcoming tags, I'm worried, sure I can sort something out but the main problem is my workload, out of drawing I'm searching for a job while doing one on call, food delivery guy, I didn't study for this but it's holding well my expenses so I can hang out with fuzzies and normies.
By day I'm also crafting a comic-related costume and preparing a panel for my first upcoming con Furizon; so yeah, I'm being Busy, art is a hobby for me at and so will be for time income, this is not an excuse for having a bad commitment I know. I'm earning my limits and I'll work on them so I won't let down anyone more.
About the comunity
Last year was a booming start. I got on holyday with the italian Macro comunity, I've met people in Modena, Rome, Turin and I got my New's Year Party with furs after years of comunity. This year started the same when I reached
GWP and Jason McMaddox for a short trip. I wanna keep this up since I already re-seen the Macro guys of
Macro_Micro_Italia and met
Drachetto
AverageJoey and
beartender Being able to start my irl furry fandom is not only awesome but a payback I feel deserved for ages now. surely enough, now, only my budget's the limit X3
About myself and others
This 2021/22 is becoming also a moment where I'm reflecting on my relationships, I made a big mistake on january breaking the trust of a friend, I never ment to but, the mirror is broken, I hope my trust will be restored in time cuz it still hurts much.
I thought a lot of that, reminding another firend who's relationship went off overnight months ago; in addition recently a couple of people I knew (one more than the other) told me to step back...well to sum up, I'm very social, I avoid usless toxic drama and for many years until now I demostrated to be one of the few people able to keep up good relationships with MANY MANY furs 'round the fandom* but hell, these four mistakes are making me doubt myself socially speaking.
I don't wanna hold this much on this journal but surely I'll find time to re-open the topic later. For now, what I can tell is that I'm still learning, still trying to be the most openminded and welcoming guy but somedays it just doesn't work.
For now that's pretty much it. Devon's out.
*of course I've met a-holes as well, I keep my distances or deal with them as much as they deserve
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