Self-awareness and suicide
3 years ago
General
Hello guys I know this might come as a surprise to all of you but the world do not revolve around you for the last couple of years I’ve been going through a lot of different changes like watching both of my parents die slowly like almost trying to kill myself because of the pressure of being an artist and held to a certain standard this fucking website is toxic I’m not talking because I’m trying to duck anybody or take anybody for a fool or anything like that it’s just oh my God the lack of self-awareness on this website can drive you crazy and it did to me and no one gave a fuck all I heard was yeah your people just die give you a week oh you’re only parenting your whole entire life I don’t care if you don’t have a place to live where’s my picture I don’t care if you try to commit suicide clean yourself up I’ll give you a week bro I have heard some of the most horrifying and fucked up things of my life on his website it was wrong for me to take that down all the nice people but telling me how long I need to take to take a pic to do a picture when you’re gonna get your fucking picture to begin with and just add and pressure at that moment in time to Dylan will it real life shit my put my father is dying from brain cancer my mom is Bri die from breast cancer I’m bout to get evicted I’m slitting my wrist in the bathtub and someone asking me yo bro I don’t care if you try to commit suicide clean yourself up I’ll give you a week bro I have heard some of the most horrifying and fucked up things of my life on his website it was wrong for me to take that down all the nice people but telling me how long I need to take to take a pic to do a picture when you’re gonna get your fucking picture to begin with and just add and pressure at that moment in time to Dylan will it real life shit my put my father is dying from brain cancer my mom is Bri die from breast cancer I’m bout to get evicted I’m slitting my wrist in the bathtub and someone asking me yo bro when’s my picture going to be done I gave you a week and then after I disappeared no one even fucking tried to check up on me at all none of you people that I thought was my friend didn’t give a fuck about me you’ll give a fuck about what I can do for you are used to have a problem with that like oh well you know all of this shit is just fake and I’m a very genuine person I actually do care about all of you dumb ass that think I’m only here for your fucking money but you can’t even see that cause you just so stuck in your head and thinking that so much trying to get over on you that you’re not even thinking that maybe this guy was going through something and even when I voice that motherfucker gave me a time and how can you tell me when to be depressed or when is OK to grieve or have a place to live now from now on this is how we gonna do shit I’m a do all of your pictures you don’t need to fucking message me you don’t need to bum my whole fucking life out this because you pay me for fucking thing that I’ve been doing for 11 years that’s how we gonna carry I’ve been doing this shit for 11 years straight I have work for more people than you have seen in your whole entire life I don’t need you to tell me what I’m doing or would I need to do and if you say something crazy I’m a post that shit so everybody can see how fucking stupid you are and how horrible you really are as a person because I’m tired of taking off all of this goddamn pressure me turning out to be the bad guy all the fucking deal with bullshit because I deal with bullshit on my data daylife anyway no I don’t give a fuck who Camas what you say if it’s not something positive moving forward or if you just wanna talk to me about the picture that I either IOU or do I need to do for you I am blocking you and I am deleting your comments from now on I choose who the fuck I wanna work with because I’m tired of being fake bully online because some you don’t have no power in your day-to-day life so you think slyly saying some fucked up shit to me make you feel empowered and make your dick hard a little bit when you’re really fucking Week so this is a PSA is the last time I’m gonna ever address this dumb shit I’m gonna fuck with nobody else has said about me if you want to come talk to me come talk to me correctly or not our conversation is done if you wanna fucking refund I will issue a refund to you but if I have started your picture I do not give a fuck in refinance is not wasting my time just because you feeling but hurt because I’m not a fucking robot
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