Again, Sorry to post another journal so soon but I want to keep everyone up to date, but things have gotten worse. So bad that the cops have been involved and someone has been arrested for Physical and mental domestic abuse, That's all I can say legally, both of the things that have been happening are separate cases but its all happening to me and my family. This is all happening so close to each other and my mental state is in fucking tatters right now, Things honestly don't feel real anymore and I just feel so numb because my entire life has been like this since I was a kid, just constant problems. I don't know when I'll be ok again but it probably wont be for a while, I'll try to work on comms when I can but they'll be down to a crawl at this point.