hi everyone..... it's been. a while

i haven't really touched this account for a few years but i've also not been making much art for the past few years. i went to uni, dropped out over halfway through because of the stress and my unresolved mental issues, and i've moved out of my family's toxic house hold to live with one of my partners, who i've been living with for around 8 months now. shit is.... hard. depression has caught back up to me and i very rarely have the energy for things anymore.

but! i'm trying, and my goal for this year is to sort my shit out so i can have the energy and motivation to make art and again and just... be happy and comfortable. i need to medicate my adhd, but it's almost impossible to get formally diagnosed as a dfab adult. i've even seen a specialist and he was super creepy and did not take me seriously lmfao, he just prescribed me an anti-depressant that did absolutely nothing.

anyway. thanks to those that have stuck around. it means a lot!