2022 beginnings (and minors be gone)
3 years ago
General
Hello all.
As I thought things would at least improve, unfortunately, that is not the case. As we all know, a war broke out at Ukraine as the Russians started invading the country and our food, housing, gas, and all our needs has significantly increased. Things are getting much more difficult for us to improve and all we can do is provide aid to the Ukrainians as they have lost family, friends, and houses due to this serious invasion. The more I read about this, the more I don't like Russians. I understand this wasn't their fault (mostly it's on Putin) but I cannot help but feel more anger as a Russian had tempted to steal my character and impersonate me in the past. I am not sure how I can forgive with my own feelings anymore. All I can say is, I stand for Ukraine and I hope they can drive away the Russians back to their country from where they came. I will be heading to Germany this summer for a week to visit with my friends and I have been tempting myself to look for a job since I have been struggling with my own funds. Another possibly that I can do is open myself to commissions but we'll see what happens. Despite some success stories, I'm still nervous opening myself more. Good news is though, I have a new tablet and I have been using it a lot for practice purposes and I love it. I don't think there will be any glitches up to this point. The last tablet gave me trouble because it never used a USB-C cable and I needed one. An HDMI will never suffice for me since I wanted 3 screens plugged in at the same time. Anyways, all is well on that end and I do like this tablet more than the last one that I returned. I think the Canadians are currently training the Ukrainians to fight (also the Americans).
Despite these horrible circumstances, the world seems to have changed ever since 2020 has happened. But it isn't all bad. At least I can chill inside my home, my RL kitty is growing bigger, family is keeping me under the roof (because I hadn't done anything illegal and paying rent fairly), and it has been very quiet.
There is a number of things that were in my head. Maybe too many things inside my head. Considering that I've already wrote my last journal a few months ago (before Christmas last year), I am still recovering little by little mentally. I will update you all further about 'life updates' and such. And who knows, maybe I'll have the ability to visit all of my close friends as possible but I can only take it slow. Anyways, this has been official but I will be back to EF this year again and staying with a few close friends there (as well as some new faces). Unfortunately, I was not able to get a room at the Estrel building (because it's so damn popular to get a room there). I was really looking forward to it too and I am heartbroken that I wasn't able to get a room there. But all that's in the past, and all we can do is move on.
Thank you for reading and I hope you all have a good day/night. You will see a story shortly here. I hope you have a good time reading it when I upload it.
~DragonX1010
PS: Please, as for minors who watch me, again, this is a 18+ channel. I understand that you all are curious but you might run into digestion stuff without warning. Just wanted to point that out as I get some bizarre comments and I can tell that a few people here are minors.
As I thought things would at least improve, unfortunately, that is not the case. As we all know, a war broke out at Ukraine as the Russians started invading the country and our food, housing, gas, and all our needs has significantly increased. Things are getting much more difficult for us to improve and all we can do is provide aid to the Ukrainians as they have lost family, friends, and houses due to this serious invasion. The more I read about this, the more I don't like Russians. I understand this wasn't their fault (mostly it's on Putin) but I cannot help but feel more anger as a Russian had tempted to steal my character and impersonate me in the past. I am not sure how I can forgive with my own feelings anymore. All I can say is, I stand for Ukraine and I hope they can drive away the Russians back to their country from where they came. I will be heading to Germany this summer for a week to visit with my friends and I have been tempting myself to look for a job since I have been struggling with my own funds. Another possibly that I can do is open myself to commissions but we'll see what happens. Despite some success stories, I'm still nervous opening myself more. Good news is though, I have a new tablet and I have been using it a lot for practice purposes and I love it. I don't think there will be any glitches up to this point. The last tablet gave me trouble because it never used a USB-C cable and I needed one. An HDMI will never suffice for me since I wanted 3 screens plugged in at the same time. Anyways, all is well on that end and I do like this tablet more than the last one that I returned. I think the Canadians are currently training the Ukrainians to fight (also the Americans).
Despite these horrible circumstances, the world seems to have changed ever since 2020 has happened. But it isn't all bad. At least I can chill inside my home, my RL kitty is growing bigger, family is keeping me under the roof (because I hadn't done anything illegal and paying rent fairly), and it has been very quiet.
There is a number of things that were in my head. Maybe too many things inside my head. Considering that I've already wrote my last journal a few months ago (before Christmas last year), I am still recovering little by little mentally. I will update you all further about 'life updates' and such. And who knows, maybe I'll have the ability to visit all of my close friends as possible but I can only take it slow. Anyways, this has been official but I will be back to EF this year again and staying with a few close friends there (as well as some new faces). Unfortunately, I was not able to get a room at the Estrel building (because it's so damn popular to get a room there). I was really looking forward to it too and I am heartbroken that I wasn't able to get a room there. But all that's in the past, and all we can do is move on.
Thank you for reading and I hope you all have a good day/night. You will see a story shortly here. I hope you have a good time reading it when I upload it.
~DragonX1010
PS: Please, as for minors who watch me, again, this is a 18+ channel. I understand that you all are curious but you might run into digestion stuff without warning. Just wanted to point that out as I get some bizarre comments and I can tell that a few people here are minors.
spot3205
~spot3205
Hope you're staying safe through these tough times!
Sacri Pan
~sacripan
I hope you are alright
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