Hey, Im... living x)

I have had a hell of a few months recently, but heres the cliff notes:

> My partner and I broke up, and I moved out of their apartment and in with my grandparents
> I got a new job. Its fulltime. I have like... zero time for hobbies anymore and it doesnt pay enough. Plus the nature of the work is... gross (medical lab)
> I finished an outpatient therapy program to deal with The Big Sad™
> My partner and I got back together and are in the process of patching things up
> I was off HRT for a while. Not by choice, just not making enough to pay for it and my job's insurance is bullshit

Im sure more happened but needless to say its been rough. Up and down, but fortunately mostly up! Im actually, in spite of it all, the happiest I've been in a good long while. Im doing better to take care of myself physically and emotionally, and that's been my main priority of late. That said, I still want to get into writing, and there are a few people I still owe work. You know who you are, and I havent forgotten about you - in fact its been eroding me not having reached out or made progress.

I've got more stuff to upload. I've been procrastinating because I kinda hate the upload tool for this site. I wish I could do it all at once but I gotta do one at a time and then wait to upload again and it just doesnt agree with the ADHD or the autism tbh (Oh yeah, got that diagnosed too, fun times)

If you've been lookin for me, please reach out! My brain is fried and I cant promise Ill remember to act even if I remember to feel bad about having not acted yet >.>;