im not feeling good. i feel happyness. i never feel any emon. the ownly thing i feel is sadness an pain . my sole is just filled with black voad of tears and missory . evey time i feel like madey i shoud end my life and if i do then that feeling will go. ... this feeling of sadness and pain it harts i want it to go away . evey time i tell people im sad thay don,t care. i feel like the world does not want me to live. i talk to people about this thay think im jokeing ............. but this is true . this what i feel . i want it go . i want some one to care.