I'm sorry if you don't understand this journal, it's hard for me to write in English.

Since I started drawing I have never thought about the idea of ​​being the best to earn money with this.

I just wanted to draw what I wanted. If I had favorites, fine, if no one liked it, then perfect. Always thinking that if I do my drawings I don't have to wait for someone else to do them and I have several hours a day to dedicate to drawing.



The problem is that I am self-taught and I have a hard time getting used to art tutorials.

I have like two morphs when I sit at the table. A blue morph that tells me: "- You should improve your artistic bases, your art will be more pleasant"

And a red morph that tells me "- What are you doing that you're not drawing suits, fatties or penises..."

The red morph seems more convincing to me and I never do tutorials. I end up accepting request or I make a comic.

But with time I feel more and more my lack of technique in various fields and that is bothering me.

So I'm going to focus on tutorials and exercises. I have many things written down to be drawn and I want to do better.

I would appreciate any advice on how to organize or study methods so as not to fall into temptation again.