dont give up, your art is great, comparing yourself to others really isn't healthy i hope you get better soon (hugs you)

I completely understand that feeling. I gave up a hobby a long time ago and now that I'm thinking of doing it again, I worry I've wasted potiental by not doing it and needing to practice for months to get back to where I was.
I'd hug you if I could. You're gonna make it.