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Happy Birthday to me [sad rant]
3 years ago
Happy birthday to me i supose.
this is going to sound selfish i know just because i know people who are close to me are having a way harder time than i am. but i cant help feeling like this last year has been rough.
moved to a new state, got a new job in a field i wanted to get into with a company that admittedly is a bit difficult to work with but good people in it, learned just how much of my personal life is just empty space save for the friends that i have and the time i spend with them, learning about my own cripplings, issues with my parents, constant money issues, and most recently the accident with my car that will cost a pretty penny (Thankful for insurance). them today just has me thinking about my life in general. how im 31, no wife, no place of my own, no prospect of a child of my own, still dealing with the same demons that i have been fighting with since i was 10. and i know i have no right to complain about any of it cuz some of my friends would give their right leg up to be in my position and the securities i have.
TL;DR: birthday today, and i turned 31. upset i have not done more to be in a better place.
this is going to sound selfish i know just because i know people who are close to me are having a way harder time than i am. but i cant help feeling like this last year has been rough.
moved to a new state, got a new job in a field i wanted to get into with a company that admittedly is a bit difficult to work with but good people in it, learned just how much of my personal life is just empty space save for the friends that i have and the time i spend with them, learning about my own cripplings, issues with my parents, constant money issues, and most recently the accident with my car that will cost a pretty penny (Thankful for insurance). them today just has me thinking about my life in general. how im 31, no wife, no place of my own, no prospect of a child of my own, still dealing with the same demons that i have been fighting with since i was 10. and i know i have no right to complain about any of it cuz some of my friends would give their right leg up to be in my position and the securities i have.
TL;DR: birthday today, and i turned 31. upset i have not done more to be in a better place.
