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Just talking about whats on my mind and heart at the mome...
3 years ago
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Hey everyone, I hope you are all doing well. I am doing alright, have a lot of things going on at the moment and felt like writing a journal about some of it.
My surgery is a week away now, doing the pre opp diet is interesting.. Hard going without sugar and carbs but gotta do what I gotta do lol! I have been waiting on it for months now.. and now that its finally here I have a bit of nerves going on.
Im trying to distract myself from them by doing art and doing some projects around the house. If anyone is up for doing an art trade lemme know, I would love to have some things to work on and occupy my mind.
Finances are tight at the moment, due to the surgery and such and its a bit frustrating. I always try and get the best of the best food and stuff for my furbabys.. but right now I feel like I might need to down grade to other less expensive brands for a little while. Which sucks because I really don't wanna do it... but then I recall the days where some times money was tight growing up and we had to eat pb and butter sandwiches or ramen noodles for a week till pay day. We always at least had something to eat, so I shouldn't feel like a bad pet momma for doing the same right?
I am trying to sell some of my characters on Toyhouse to get some funds to help things out, but its hard as hell to sell characters or art period lol My wonderful artist friends I applaud you greatly for those who do art for a living..
I may have to get a job here in a month or two to help with the finances. Mind you I have worked for 18 years now, and only this year did my husband and I agree its ok to take a year away to work on my mental and physical health. We have been able to do fine so far.. but with watching the days go by I know I am gonna have to be more realistic and go back into the work force. Im anxious about it though, last 2 jobs I had WRECKED me mentally, and I suffered break down after break down. Now I think... Will it be different? Will I be able to handle it this time finally? I guess only time will tell.
Thank you all for those who took the time to read this, I appreciate you so much!
Hugs and High Fives
-Yuna
My surgery is a week away now, doing the pre opp diet is interesting.. Hard going without sugar and carbs but gotta do what I gotta do lol! I have been waiting on it for months now.. and now that its finally here I have a bit of nerves going on.
Im trying to distract myself from them by doing art and doing some projects around the house. If anyone is up for doing an art trade lemme know, I would love to have some things to work on and occupy my mind.
Finances are tight at the moment, due to the surgery and such and its a bit frustrating. I always try and get the best of the best food and stuff for my furbabys.. but right now I feel like I might need to down grade to other less expensive brands for a little while. Which sucks because I really don't wanna do it... but then I recall the days where some times money was tight growing up and we had to eat pb and butter sandwiches or ramen noodles for a week till pay day. We always at least had something to eat, so I shouldn't feel like a bad pet momma for doing the same right?
I am trying to sell some of my characters on Toyhouse to get some funds to help things out, but its hard as hell to sell characters or art period lol My wonderful artist friends I applaud you greatly for those who do art for a living..
I may have to get a job here in a month or two to help with the finances. Mind you I have worked for 18 years now, and only this year did my husband and I agree its ok to take a year away to work on my mental and physical health. We have been able to do fine so far.. but with watching the days go by I know I am gonna have to be more realistic and go back into the work force. Im anxious about it though, last 2 jobs I had WRECKED me mentally, and I suffered break down after break down. Now I think... Will it be different? Will I be able to handle it this time finally? I guess only time will tell.
Thank you all for those who took the time to read this, I appreciate you so much!
Hugs and High Fives
-Yuna
First of all, I send you all my love, strenght and courage. I imagine how difficult all this can be, and I support you with all my heart!! I am sure everything will be okay! <3
You are NOT and will NEVER be a bad pet mom!! You're such a sweet, kind, loving mom, do not even worry about this! You want the best for your babies and you know how to take good care of it; they know it to, and they know how much you love them.
Do never hesitate to ask for help.. I know how difficult it can be on the finances side ;-; I'd love to help a bit when I can, don't hesitate to send me links or paypal email.. if I can help a little I will, as soon as I can! ;-;
I can imagine how it is thinking about goind back to work..If you have to do this, you CAN DO IT, I believe in you!! It will be okay! I totally understand how you feel and your worries. But do never forget how strong you are <3
I hope you feel better soon, and I am glad that you are doing alright! Please take good care of yourself annnnd, you are not alone! And you are loved <3
Much love to you, I support you and I am here for you if you need <333
Awwww I am also very very happy yo have you as a friend my dear!! ;-; <333 much love and all the HUGSSS !! <3