but im practising and practising to improve my stuff , even i know that i need to upload more....
but somehow the voice in my head tells me im still not good enough.....
so the wheel keeps turning..... practising... drawing , want to upload and then i think im still not good enough...

but its really uplifting how the telegramm- artchannel came out.
its ... motivating to show there what im doing and whats coming out of my mind.

for example i learned to make stickers and when my washinmachine burned down i had an event to rais enough for a new one..
i never thought it would work .. but it did...
and im really happy with it and im happy with the stickers i made while that event happened the last weekend...

but i reallise that i may am good enough that some of you might like the stuff i draw.... like the latest easter-pic...
on the other hand when you look up to all the incredible artists out there producing so much more content i feel so small and little....and quite not good enough.
its difficult to say if its motivating getting better or.... holding me down because of my head tells me that i wont get better.

but i want to tell that i always give my best.
and keep trying.
thanks to all who have read this and who having patience with me.

oh yeah and who likes to see what i cant upload here every time like stickers or what is comming out of my weekly streams.....
you can always find me and my artchannel on telegramm

@ caroua
@ floofdoggoartz - is my artchan ;3

(just ignore the spacing in telegramm )