I'm both terrified and absolutely excited. The Dr explained how the Seattle doctors would do the surgery, and how he preferred to do it in a much less invasive way. (he explained the seattle docs might put screws in my kneecaps and further weaken them eep!) And he seems to be confident in his own procedure working as 'knees are all I work on, unlike Mr __.'

I've had to cancel my physical therapy appointments as my insurance will only cover 12 sessions a year n i've already used 3 xwx;
I don't know -when- the surgery will be yet, the scheduler wasn't in, but its why i've been very spotty.

its not a total knee replacement, and it will involve breaking part of my femur to make a groove to force my kneecap into its proper spot. So we are looking at a pretty brutal procedure.

I'm really really praying that this will go off without issue and that my first of two knee surgeries will be successful. ;A; /
I've been walking with a cane/crutches/wheelchair for goin on 8 years now I just wanna be able to walk n i'm doing everything I can to make it happen.


also the cortisone shot helped so much which means the last guy that did it totally botched it cuz it felt like a bubble of water under my kneecap and just all around sucked ass