i literally need 12-14 hours of consecutive sleep to feel kind of ok, just not ok enough to really want to do much other than vegetate on video games and do my effortless chores
8 hours leaves me exhausted throughout the day, sleepy enough to not cope at work
less than 8 hours turns me into a disaster

what the literal, actual, everloving hell
i hope i lose weight soon so I can stop feeling like this and actually return to having fun working and drawing because I actually legit enjoy those when i'm not desperate for sleep