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I'm Sorry - Taking a Break on Discord
3 years ago
I'm just going to cut to the chase here: I'm taking a break from Discord for the time being as my mental health has deteriorated last night as I just felt unhappy and on the verge of crying...
No, nothing happened with anyone that's from Discord, here or anywhere else online. And no, I'm NOT implying anything extreme here AT ALL!
I'm just going to take a break from Discord and perhaps from other social media sites like Twitter and on here and focus on myself more, whether if it's playing games or writing stories as I'll be doing that during my break. If you're wondering why I'm taking a break, I just feel like I'm being ghosted and cast aside as not many people come and talk to me as I feel like I have to do everything to keep my lines of communication up as everything stops if I stop doing that. And, of course, I had to deal with A LOT of issues with other people as I often had people just slagging me off by being my "friend" before later ditching me further down the line for some stupid reasons like them being "too exhausted" or whatever the case may be. Sure, real life does get in the way and all, and I totally respect that. What I don't respect is how people just come up with some ridiculous reasons like the one I mentioned and not say anything to me rather than just giving me the block that's just straight out from the blue, or perhaps coming up with some false lies or accusations about me to make me look like I'm the "bad guy" and end up gaining respect while I'm being dragged through the dirt to no end other than being fodder for other people's attention and recognition, or a boxing bag by shoving some dirt in my face.
It's also worth mentioning that I feel like the odds are heavily stacked against my favour while everybody else's odds are stacked to their favour as no matter how hard I try, it feels like my efforts have been wasted with little to no gain while everyone else can perform some sort of "Midas Touch" where, no matter how much effort that they put in, it's an instant success with a huge instant gain at no cost or penalty.
I'm sorry for the vent again. I just hate how I sometimes get reminded of certain things that ends up triggering these sorts of memories and past experiences as everything's fine for one minute until I suddenly see and feel reminded about my past bad experiences and have it take me down. I will still carry on writing some stories as I'm NOT going to give up!
I'll be ok, and I mean it.
- Gamertron7500
No, nothing happened with anyone that's from Discord, here or anywhere else online. And no, I'm NOT implying anything extreme here AT ALL!
I'm just going to take a break from Discord and perhaps from other social media sites like Twitter and on here and focus on myself more, whether if it's playing games or writing stories as I'll be doing that during my break. If you're wondering why I'm taking a break, I just feel like I'm being ghosted and cast aside as not many people come and talk to me as I feel like I have to do everything to keep my lines of communication up as everything stops if I stop doing that. And, of course, I had to deal with A LOT of issues with other people as I often had people just slagging me off by being my "friend" before later ditching me further down the line for some stupid reasons like them being "too exhausted" or whatever the case may be. Sure, real life does get in the way and all, and I totally respect that. What I don't respect is how people just come up with some ridiculous reasons like the one I mentioned and not say anything to me rather than just giving me the block that's just straight out from the blue, or perhaps coming up with some false lies or accusations about me to make me look like I'm the "bad guy" and end up gaining respect while I'm being dragged through the dirt to no end other than being fodder for other people's attention and recognition, or a boxing bag by shoving some dirt in my face.
It's also worth mentioning that I feel like the odds are heavily stacked against my favour while everybody else's odds are stacked to their favour as no matter how hard I try, it feels like my efforts have been wasted with little to no gain while everyone else can perform some sort of "Midas Touch" where, no matter how much effort that they put in, it's an instant success with a huge instant gain at no cost or penalty.
I'm sorry for the vent again. I just hate how I sometimes get reminded of certain things that ends up triggering these sorts of memories and past experiences as everything's fine for one minute until I suddenly see and feel reminded about my past bad experiences and have it take me down. I will still carry on writing some stories as I'm NOT going to give up!
I'll be ok, and I mean it.
- Gamertron7500
