Hello all!

I have been on very long hiatus since April. I got new trainee position middle of the April and was so excited about it. Work place seemed very nice place overall! I thought my luck with work etc has been turned to positive mode at last!

I had shoulder pain on my right side early April and went to the masseuse and the pains remained on the masseuse's table.

Two days before my trainee started pain in my shoulder came back even worse. I had to go to see doctor since any pain killers didn't help at all. Got one week sick leave and more meds. Well pain stayed and next week I had to get more sick leave days and got some pain shots since pains had gone even worse from earlier week. Then came third sick leave week... and I lost my trainee position. Work place needed a worker of course. I get that totally!

I have seen doctors and physiotherapist and still try to figure out how get my right hand back.
There has been now three months not able to do anything creative or even household chores without pain or numbness in right hand.

I have been slowly taking my time with drawing again but I really can't do much. I cannot sit font of my computer and continue my webpage project either. I have been really unmotivated and annoyed because I haven't been able to do anything meaningful for months. Sitting still triggers pain states and numbness the most.

I had to cancel my summer cons too, since those sick leaves caused some financial difficulties and hoping to got things sorted soon and running normally.

But yeah.. sorry not be any active here or other platforms. Those who follow my Twitter have been able to see my posts about my situation during this time. I just hope at some point my life would be better shape without anything massive setbacks.