Hello to everyone who decided to read.
I'm finally finding out a little bit of why my health has deteriorated so much, apparently it all started to go bad because of my physical health.
Last week I had blood tests and went to a stomach doctor, I found out that I have some problems, but after he read my blood tests, he told me that I would need to try to visit an endocrinologist with some urgency because apparently I am having changes in the thyroid... and that although it doesn't seem like it, this gland acts in an essential way in the human body and I've already had some symptoms that I've been ignoring over a year because I didn't notice these symptoms accumulating.
As I need money to buy medicines that will be prescribed to me since the change is confirmed, to start the treatment, I will need to stop the commissions for a while and focus more on YCHs because of my monetary problems, my money was almost all going to see several doctors just to find out what was happening to my body and why I suddenly started having panic attacks and anxiety having been without feeling it for a long time... Any other information about my health situation I can try to talk later, but now.. I'm feeling terrible and I can't wait any longer, I need to take care of my body.

I'm thinking about opening something for donations as I earn little for the medical costs I'm facing, for now... I just hope I can get enough money without the need to ask for donations... thanks to everyone who has been concerned about my health, I'm trying hard to take care of myself.