Yeeeeeeeeeah, so...last month didn't pan out like I'd aimed it out to be, but now I realize more than ever that I've set too many goals and expectations for myself here. I tried writing one story a week and even wanting to get Stella's story out for everyone to read, but I've not made time for myself to do such a thing. Same goes for getting a new job. It's been harder than I thought it would be, but I've only really applied to 2 places right now with no call backs. That being said, I'm rethinking a few things as to how I go about stuff. It's still a work in progress, but I'm going to just write stories as I go. No set times or dates as to when to have it out. Just make one and post it when I'm ready. Cause this adds stress to myself when I don't follow up on what I said. And to be honest, I've done this far too many times as it is.

As for streams, I feel like I'm out of my element right now. This summer has been busier on me than I thought with real life things going on a lot. If there is gonna be a stream at this point, I'm only going to see how I feel on doing one on Thursdays, Fridays, or Saturdays. Other days will be considered, but that is something I am ironing out as I go. There is a lot I have to work on more than I expected, but this will be a time of me trying to better learn a few things.

I'm not gonna keep this update long, but it's my honest thoughts on things. I've been too ambitious in trying to make something big of myself when, really, I need to work on it bit by bit and myself as time goes. "Plan it by the year" is a saying I've started to learn more about thanks to my grandpa. But that won't mean I'll stop doing what I enjoy doing. I just gotta give myself a bit more time, is all. Anyways, with that all being said...