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Little Life Update~
3 years ago
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Hello Everyone.
This is a small update from me for those who are interested in what's going on with me. My therapists also felt that talking about it might help too.
As some may know, I had some psychologically stressful events in my life (work, obsessive-compulsive disorder, mother's death). Now something new comes on the list: 2 months ago my boyfriend cheated on me and broke up with me. This sudden "loss" has thrown me into an even deeper depression. So for the last two months I've been in a psychiatric ward to stabilize myself and finish with the issue because I had thoughts and was afraid of doing something to myself. For some people it may sound a bit exaggerated that one goes to psychiatry because of a relationship. But you should consider that I had problems accepting the death of my mother and that he was a kind of support for me. During my hospital stay, my grandparents were kind enough to welcome me into their home, for which I am so grateful. I cannot put it into words. They also took it upon themselves to bring my belongings from the apartment into the house while I was in the hospital.
I am now on the mend and will be discharged on Wednesday. Only then can it be said whether the therapies have had an effect here. I also want to apologize to the people I've neglected, harassed, or otherwise treated negatively lately. I'm really sorry and hope we be friends again.
This is a small update from me for those who are interested in what's going on with me. My therapists also felt that talking about it might help too.
As some may know, I had some psychologically stressful events in my life (work, obsessive-compulsive disorder, mother's death). Now something new comes on the list: 2 months ago my boyfriend cheated on me and broke up with me. This sudden "loss" has thrown me into an even deeper depression. So for the last two months I've been in a psychiatric ward to stabilize myself and finish with the issue because I had thoughts and was afraid of doing something to myself. For some people it may sound a bit exaggerated that one goes to psychiatry because of a relationship. But you should consider that I had problems accepting the death of my mother and that he was a kind of support for me. During my hospital stay, my grandparents were kind enough to welcome me into their home, for which I am so grateful. I cannot put it into words. They also took it upon themselves to bring my belongings from the apartment into the house while I was in the hospital.
I am now on the mend and will be discharged on Wednesday. Only then can it be said whether the therapies have had an effect here. I also want to apologize to the people I've neglected, harassed, or otherwise treated negatively lately. I'm really sorry and hope we be friends again.
Time heals all wounds, and don't say sorry for something that's not your fault... especially if it's related to your own mental health declining due to events and circumstance far out of your own control.
But I'm also glad to hear that you seeked help, not everybody does that and this can then end up very badly! Psychological health is just as important as physical health.
Stay strong and a good recovery from these events!
And I am very happy you went and reached out to professional help when you needed it and continue to do so. There sadly is lil internet friends can do but listen. But you know where to find me when you want to talk ❤ take good care of yourself, you deserve it!