I get tired of being me
3 years ago
I know. It's dumb. I shouldn't complain. I know better. I'm only 48 but I'm waaaaay older than that. I just... for one thing, get sick of the fave bombs... not so much here but... here.... I get more fave bombs on my DA " pr0n " account though. I get them here too. The stuff I drew 20 years ago really isn't me anymore. I was trying to get my foot in the door....I think. I wanted to be noticed. I wouldn't mind so much if people would... say SOMETHING about that stuff though. I really do think I was one of the first to draw the " digi -pr0n " stuff like I did back then. Lord knows I searched the Interweb for the shit. Took me waaaay too long to do a search for the word " inflation ".
I dunno if I'm gonna post this though. I'm drunkish and on vacation from work so... I have time to myself and it's .... 2:47am. Am I really in control here? Spellcheck would say yes. Or not... cuz I just checked that bitch. ( 2:59am ).
I know I have no control over anyone, especially of fave-bombers. Kinda wish these web sites could come up with something to keep people from doing that. Like... force them to comment if they wanna fave more of my crap or... hafta wait a ... MONTH before they can fave-bomb again. There should be a fave-bombing rule... like... 10 per month or the FA police will come after you and ... stick your head in the toilet for.... waaaaay too long. Or maybe... just drown you. Do fave-bombers really matter? Do faves matter? Kinda hate wanting to get faves...
I've been kinda dead lately cuz I .... hate trying to force myself to draw. It's not fun if it's work. Kinda wish I didn't need to post it. I'm so dramatic.
Don't feel bad. You're all fine. I'm fine. I just.... wanna post something that I don't delete for once.
Not that this'll happen but, those of you that come out of the wood work to put me in my place when I whine like this, just don't. I have a toilet waiting for you if you do.
I dunno if I'm gonna post this though. I'm drunkish and on vacation from work so... I have time to myself and it's .... 2:47am. Am I really in control here? Spellcheck would say yes. Or not... cuz I just checked that bitch. ( 2:59am ).
I know I have no control over anyone, especially of fave-bombers. Kinda wish these web sites could come up with something to keep people from doing that. Like... force them to comment if they wanna fave more of my crap or... hafta wait a ... MONTH before they can fave-bomb again. There should be a fave-bombing rule... like... 10 per month or the FA police will come after you and ... stick your head in the toilet for.... waaaaay too long. Or maybe... just drown you. Do fave-bombers really matter? Do faves matter? Kinda hate wanting to get faves...
I've been kinda dead lately cuz I .... hate trying to force myself to draw. It's not fun if it's work. Kinda wish I didn't need to post it. I'm so dramatic.
Don't feel bad. You're all fine. I'm fine. I just.... wanna post something that I don't delete for once.
Not that this'll happen but, those of you that come out of the wood work to put me in my place when I whine like this, just don't. I have a toilet waiting for you if you do.
FA+

*hugs*
Maybe it's ok to change a little.
Again, still working; didn't read.
Hmmmm I leave favs and don't comment a lot. It is normal if I don't have anything to add that hasn't been said already, especially "Cute!" Or "Bigger!" (I'll bet those comments annoy you)
At least you reply to my comments, so I feel heard.
Try a question at the end, so viewers can answer that instead of having to analyze the content for comments.
Hmmm but do you even like inflation still? You haven't posted drawing art here, beyond your posing for the IRL camera.
I try to reply to comments. Sometimes all I can do is an emote of some form or an explosive sound effect. Part of me kinda wishes I was so busy that I couldn't answer comments but I'd only wanna be that busy if I was also having fun.
There's basically two kinds of favs, those that are used like a like button, and those I understand can be a bit annoying to just see blanketed with no comments, and there are those like mine where they truly are "favorites" that I really want to see time and again. But when I favorite something like that, it's one of two things, you drew someone I like in a way that I really like that I can't adequately express compared to other pics that are still good but don't make it to a favorite, our you drew something that again I can't really express why it crosses the threshold compared to other pics of similar content and quality. In fact, I find it easier to comment on things when they aren't submissions that I just want to stare at and take in. Ones where there is a single feature that really stands out as "correctable" in an otherwise amazing piece, or where there's something obviously funny, or drives a more emotional response, over the more physical reactions of seeing generically pretty or fetish content.
None of that is to say you shouldn't be upset about not getting comments. It's all just my own perspective on why thing might get a fav but no comment, and another might get a comment and not be faved.
Regarding wanting favs, human psychology sucks sometimes. Remember the posting of art is still "for you" if you are after comments and favs, and if that can't overcome the negatives of forcing yourself to draw, and the aftermath feelings, it's okay to just, not.