Back at July 2012, it started off with a crappy apartment building, then it came out with a simple cat story, and spawned into a fantasy setting crossovering between fan-art, and many silly stories at this day. And from that point on, my life started to change. I met new friends over this 'internet' and connected with people again. I listened to conversations, kept myself quiet from the world, and expressed my own opinions respectfully. Today, I still have those friends, and I lost a few (and it happens). From these 10 years, these were joyful and sorrowful days. I will be honest with all of you, I was NOT into all of this 'furry' business at first. Waaay before.

Back at 2011, those were the darkest days of my adulthood that I wish not to talk about but I think it is a good time now. When I was 20, I dreamed of becoming a fictional writer. However, my stories were no good (and to this day I'm still improving my own writing). I've always liked movies, games, and shows so I made some of my writings script-based at those days. However, reading more books also helped me out improve my own writing. When I wrote a terrible fanfic, (with hundreds and hundreds of chapters) nobody had ever read them. And the people that I hung around with were not actually friends of mine at all. With that being said, I was truly alone and had nobody I can turn to. I drank heavily, got temperamental problems (got into fights with many people), and hated the whole world for it. I didn't have any friends to talk to and nobody tried to understand me. I didn't have a job, no money, nor much of food at those days. I was close to being evicted by my own apartment. It gotten so far that I was suicidal. Yes, I was going to erase myself. But I didn't do it...

After being hospitalized, I still didn't know what to do with my life and my feelings for people are mixed up. However, after recollecting my thoughts at May, I decided to move in with my sister (didn't go out so well in the end either) but from there, that is when I made this 'alternate Deviantart account' known as DragonX1010. After that, I met a few nerds with a 'different' interest. Not the way I was expecting. From that point on, I was welcomed in open arms and searched for this 'vore.' Oddly enough, I was fascinated by this community and makes me wonder 'why' make all of this.

I suppose I can't find a reason. Whether it was fetish purposes, creepy purposes, or perhaps it was for entertainment purposes. Why do we do it? Once again, I can't find a reason at all. Perhaps it's because we do like round and squirming bellies.

I apologize for containing my works for so long but I've been stuck on a block for so long that I'm not sure they're not worth sharing. Even some personal writings that I've contained. Hopefully I'll be back in the game and just keep uploading things on a daily basis.

It isn't much for me to say but if it wasn't for some good people in this community and the current friends that I've got, I probably wouldn't know what to do again and be on that position again. Or perhaps I'd be in a total different group altogether. Who knows? You just gotta let life take you somewhere. It's true what they say. You can't wait for somebody. You have to find it yourself.


All I wanted to do in my life was to write for people, create imaginative worlds, and sometimes I found creative ways in each of my stories and also commissioned arts to promote my own writings and that also works very well for me. And eventually, I started to make arts on my own too. Though I've been making most of these arts on a private matter considering I'm still self-taught to this day.

Anyways, I'm sure you have read a lot of my past journals about this over and over again and this is probably tiring (yes, it is tiring of me venting about this. Poor me, too) but I've been hanging around on Discord servers to chill with a few friends. Also, been watching a lot of Twitch streams lately (mainly Rich the Moogle). Heck, those silly times were cheering this catdragon up and needs a good laugh again. I haven't been smiling for a long time and it's working for me. I guess that's the power of video game streams these days and I always mocked these. It turns out, I was completely wrong about them the whole time. I've streamed Kojima's MGS series in the past but I've never done any commentary. Who knows, maybe I will have the kitty courage to do a silly video game stream again with commentary. As for projects, they are actually going well. I feel pretty happy about them again. I have to do a few rewrites (which this one story I've rewritten about 6 times already) but things are going smoothly as I wanted to. Also, we got a new hot tub and relaxing there helps my mind a lot. Yeah, dad is kinda rich lol. Anyway, I can't believe it's been 10 years since I've created this account and made some of these stories. What I do want from myself is to 'improve my own behaviour towards the readers.' Though, haters are still frowned upon here. What I meant to say is, critiques are a good thing as they help a writer, an artist, a musician, and many creators out there to improve themselves. I've shared my own stories here and I feel like I've succeeded in doing that. I hope I can find the courage to grasp this again. I remember I was writing like crazy like no care in the world, and making my own world go round.

I will share a few arts from the stuff I commissioned from my Twitter page in case you all missed it out.

Anyways, thanks for sticking out with me this long.

I will see you some of you (or perhaps not) at Eurofurence. I cannot wait to escape from Canada for Germany. Yes, I'd rather be there than here now. Hope I get to stay here for my 20th anniversary or something. I dunno.

See ya in the next story.

~DragonX1010