previously in a now deleted journal i mentioned i needed a new pc
which i finally have :)
a friend gave it to me cus he got a new pc and its been a huge upgrade from my previous
its a laptop which i think i honestly prefer over a desktop cus i like really compact but powerful pc's
its got an rtx 2070 in it :)
as for my personal issues a silver lining has finally been showing itself and things are starting to look up
so hopefully i'll be back to posting once or twice a month but for now im just gonna be posting the few comms i have yet to post, maybe some more if i get the permission
ive just been lazy posting stuff since i got the laptop like 2 months ago

in other news how would you feel about me posting more brutal stuff
i dunno how to really explain it other than 'gore but not really'
but like cuts, bruises and blood and stuff like that
possibly sexual stuff too but idk
ive been thinking about getting some stuff like that cus i found it pretty interesting but im kinda hesitant, might put that stuff in scraps or another account if people dont wanna see that stuff
i dont wanna be exclusively sexual and wanna commission some pretty sick cinematic type stuff